oh i almost forgot... Selamat Berpuasa Semua !!!!!

Tonite i've finished about 50% of my homepage front cover, look at the time...it's damn late...and i'm damn tired. I guess i'll tell you my inconherent stories at a later date and time then...can't keep my eyes open.

c ya wen i c ya......

i'm sick.

Today, i've tried to sell off my electric guitar "YAMAHA" for 150 Singapore dollars....and if anybody wants to buy the amplifier...just top up another 50. like duh~~~ both only cost about $200. I must be very damn stupid selling at those price stated...should have put it at $500.
Guest what....theres someone still wants to bargain with it...*sigh*....(banyak songeh lak tu). Anyway... i reduced it for him....to $180 and he still wants it lowered *smack my head*... well....since i want to get rid of the guitar...im willing to bring it down to $170....then to $150! damn.....its just not worth it...planning to sell the guitar only for that sum of money...it's like im throwing in the amplifier for free! well.....then i get to know that this person is still schooling...what the heck....when i was in school, i know the feeling...so when he ask me to drop the price again....to $140...i complied....what the heck eh? yeah...heck heck heck....

I STILL DON"T BELIEVE I'M GONNA SELL BOTH FOR $140 !!!!! AAAARRRGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ehem...to be continued.....

Today, i've tried to download the full version of Macromedia DreamWeaver MX from those *warez.com sites. LoL! how stupid can i get? All those sites are just full of bullshit, i've been led by the nose like a bull *smack head*. Anyway... all i can get is the 30 days trial for this product, well...have to get a pirated one i think...can't afford the real thingy *me being the cheapskate* :)

Well... wasted 3 hours looking around for it... and times are getting late.... need to update my webby...to look more professional....so far..it looks *bubble gum meets micky mouse kind of thingy*.

Hhmmm.... have added the pictures of my wife, scandals, affairs, girl-friends and blah blah blah....on my webby...under "Pictures sub Girl-Friends" See how wonderful she is.... eheck.

Weird thingy happen yesterday...... but i'm not gonna tell just yet...maybe...soon... i'm feeling damn sleepy now....(lidi manchis kat mata dah patah...dah tak leh handle).

Good Bye....c ya wen i c ya.

"hello...Remmy, how are you? i hope u fine...and well" <--------- Those are just the words spoken to me by many, i don't need it, all those people are just play acting, "oooohhh~~~~ i'm nice~~ you're not!" is what they meant. Do you think i give a damn? Hell NO! I'm just disgusted.

Do you think i'm paranoid? hell YES! i'm paranoid alright. When you're in my shoes (getting backstabbed by those people you think "friends", you know how i feel) heh....bet they laughing their ass off reading this....but again....i don't give a damn (saper terasa, awak lah orang nyer " jari tengah ako nie nak chochok lobang idong kao").

Well... i heard this saying that "i keep my friends close and my enemies closer" i don't know about this... but how do you feel like, keeping close to pieces of "SHIT"?.... i rest my case.

I'm not saying i'm an angel or something, none of that... i bet i have a place in hell reserved for me already *eheck*, so... my point is.... when u listen to someones story... don't be too quick to follow that persons point of view (there's 3 sides to every stories). To those people which i've classified under "someone closer" (poooki mak kao nyer laki ahhh binatang!) ehem...ehem...where am i?...yeah...okie....been 2 weeks, i have not jotted down anything here huh? ...well...been busy sleeping.

I need to go and "shit". Be Right Back.

I have not shaved for the past 1 week... and my face is getting itchy! Thought of keeping a goatee again and dye it red... but again... i know it gonna be damn uncomfortable. I was thinking (thinking makes my head hurt), with a red goatee... will i be a *freak show*?... the answer is *i don't give a damn*. Another reason is... i look older with hair facials (looks like someones uncle). For those who have not seen my picture with hair on my head...and hair on my face...(everywhere hair), you guys can take a look at my website http://www.geekabite.cjb.net

Itch... itch itch...scratching my face raw... ishk...forgot to clip my finger nails again...typing the keyboard with long nails is a bit irritating..damn. I guess, with all the things i've wrote...you can guess i'm not very hygienic huh?...BINGO! Have not taken the shower for the whole day and i feel sticky all over. *scratching armpits*. Guess this is the sign i should take one eh?....about the nails and shavings...i think i'll leave it till the sun comes up... too late to do all that.

*sigh* it's almost 6 a.m. and i'm really really bored stiff. What to do? You tell me. Anyway, i think i'll smoke a stick and try to force myself to oblivion after that. I log in to mIRC just now to chat but it's so damn quiet, the only people chatting is just kids (who should know better and sleep *you guys suppose to have school or something?* ooops...i forgot...it's saturday...no school...*eheck*). Anyway, i had enough of watching ........ Y.P. chatting (Young Pest *not Young Punks* hehehehe....). i think i'll knock myself with a hammer now and go LaLa Land. Bye!

Okay... this is personal... so i'm going to use my mother tongue for this :) hehehe.... (Badan ader rasa panas, api neraka dah dekat ker? ... ketiak dah beraiar... aliur dah meleleh... SHOWER TIME !!!)

It's past midnight...and i still can't sleep. AAARRRGGGHHHH !!!!~~~~~~~~~

You think i got nothing better to do huh?

GOD?

I've made a long distance call to GOD... but his not answering *sigh*

Today, is a lousy day, a lousy week, a lousy month and a lousy year. Struggling with my website (http:geekabite.cjb.net) is getting on my nerves. I'm still wondering why i decide to remake my website (nobody ever came to see). Well, i don't even think that it can ever be finish by this year (but what the heck...i got nothing better to do anyway).

God... i'm here... why don't you answer me?

Heloooooo!!!! GOD... are you there?